someone new

(Source: lavenderwhip, via becauselifecandoterriblethings)

and i couldnt be happier

#movingon

i cant believe your gone.

the hardest part is knowing your sleeping like a baby while im awake crying, knowing that eventually you will find someone else, knowing that your eyes will shine brighter for that someone, knowing that no matter what i do you will never love me like i thought you did, finding myself saying or doing something that i picked up from you, seeing you everyday and wanting so bad to run into your arms and kiss you then remembering your no longer mine, wondering whether or not you meant it all those times you told me you loved me, remembering the way you held me in your arms and kissed me and knowing it will never happen again, watching all the plans we had made for our future disappear, choking up while im driving because i look at my empty passenger seat and knowing you will never sit there again, thinking of the times we spent together, having to pretend i dont love you, having to fake a smile and tell my friends im okay just so they will hangout with me, discovering i was the winner of all those play fights we used to have over who loved who more, not being able to talk to you or see you, but the hardest part is that even after you broke my heart into a million pieces, i still love you with all million of them. 10/15/2011 - 4/10/2012 </3